oh my god. fucking run for your life. oh my god. get whipped up into a panicked frenzy. get real scared of something. oh lord help us. we're all gonna die. oh my god. oh my god. i just don't know what to do. oh my. we're all gonna die. oh my god. disaster. tragedy. terror. hysterics. enemies. viruses. them. us. other. outside. external. not internal. us. I. they. something else. disruptions. impurities. soiling enitities. safe. safe. safe.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/4292426.stm
30 September 2005
13 July 2005
PUPPETS/PHOENIX
so I don't think i ever talked about this because my mother asked me not to because it's been really upsetting to everyone in the family (except me and my brothers), but her brother with parkinson's disease has over the past two years become a complete sex addict. can you fucking believe it?!?! he has spent all his disability money and the money my grandmother gives him on phone sex lines, and would drive himself to strip clubs. they took the car keys away, so he started stealing bikes and would pedal himself across town to go to fucking sex clubs. i just can't imagine what it is like to see someone with parkinson's disease in total spasms trying to get through rush hour traffic in order to go fuck strippers. my grandmother said that his new girlfriend has turned him into a sex fiend and she is TOTALLY beside herself with disgust. my mother is totally disturbed. i just keep saying "well at least he's doing something for himself! good for him for trying to get a little happiness." the whole situation is RIDICULOUS and really unbelievable. the whole thing is WACKO.
BUT THEN IN THE NEWS YESTERDAY IT WAS ANNOUNCED THAT A DRUG THAT PEOPLE WITH PARKINSON'S DISEASE TAKE IS TURNING PEOPLE INTO COMPULSIVE GAMBLERS, ALCOHOLICS, AND SEX ADDICTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you FUCKING BELIEVE IT ?!??!?!?!?!
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2005/07/0712_050712_parkinsons.html
this whole moral dilemma in my family was iatrogenically induced.
the world is SO FUCKED UP. I feel so sorry for my uncle having to reconcile his chaste christian beliefs with these uncontrollable sex urges. must have been quite an internal torment for such a good Christian. He's one of those people that says "God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve." I hope he has the strength and reason to take care of himself instead of being a puppet. i hope with the revelation of this news he feels like he has been a helpless puppet trapped in a hideous world and takes some goddamn control for himself. I wonder if he'll have a complete breakdown, freak out, and then heal himself completely!
BUT THEN IN THE NEWS YESTERDAY IT WAS ANNOUNCED THAT A DRUG THAT PEOPLE WITH PARKINSON'S DISEASE TAKE IS TURNING PEOPLE INTO COMPULSIVE GAMBLERS, ALCOHOLICS, AND SEX ADDICTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you FUCKING BELIEVE IT ?!??!?!?!?!
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2005/07/0712_050712_parkinsons.html
this whole moral dilemma in my family was iatrogenically induced.
the world is SO FUCKED UP. I feel so sorry for my uncle having to reconcile his chaste christian beliefs with these uncontrollable sex urges. must have been quite an internal torment for such a good Christian. He's one of those people that says "God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve." I hope he has the strength and reason to take care of himself instead of being a puppet. i hope with the revelation of this news he feels like he has been a helpless puppet trapped in a hideous world and takes some goddamn control for himself. I wonder if he'll have a complete breakdown, freak out, and then heal himself completely!
15 February 2005
LEAVING
I'm very glad I'm leaving San Francisco - it's suffocating and small and although diverse and liberal, quite provincial. It's time for more. I also hope to visit Scandinavia and other countries where faggots are wholly integrated into the culture just to see what it ACTUALLY feels like. I can't really imagine!! It's very bad for my health to have to try to become a man in a society that hates me. That's probably what causes AIDS, really: the psychological double bind of actively participating in a culture that oppresses me through institutions, medicalized fascism, and general stupid stupid hatred and fear is actively participating in my own suicide.
Things are better in Germany. Things are also "better" in San Francisco, but San Francisco is simply a ghetto for liberals and gays surrounded by a country of asshole fuckface morons who vote for Bush and support institutionalized discrimination, war, imperialism, and murder. In a ghetto or marginalized situation like this, self-created or not, they are given the illusion of freedom and being able to live one's life fully, yet they wander around wanting more and when they try to do that by leaving the ghetto, the margin, either physically, psychologically, or culturally, they are brutally reminded that they are not safe and might be violated, so they rush back to the margins, back to the ghetto. This ,aSan Francisco is the ultimate ghetto for sexual "deviants." They run around drunk or spun on speed like teenagers from bar to bar, flitting from culturally unverifiable and emotionally unstable relationship to another, from stupid job to stupid job, from anonymous city to anonymous city because they SIMPLY AREN'T PERMITTED TO LAND. I imagine that in the Netherlands EVERYONE cares for themselves much more than we do here, if we as a culture choose these sorts of behaviors and laws. (mind you, all of this is being said by a spoiled brat able to sell a Saab and just LEAVE.)
Things are better in Germany. Things are also "better" in San Francisco, but San Francisco is simply a ghetto for liberals and gays surrounded by a country of asshole fuckface morons who vote for Bush and support institutionalized discrimination, war, imperialism, and murder. In a ghetto or marginalized situation like this, self-created or not, they are given the illusion of freedom and being able to live one's life fully, yet they wander around wanting more and when they try to do that by leaving the ghetto, the margin, either physically, psychologically, or culturally, they are brutally reminded that they are not safe and might be violated, so they rush back to the margins, back to the ghetto. This ,aSan Francisco is the ultimate ghetto for sexual "deviants." They run around drunk or spun on speed like teenagers from bar to bar, flitting from culturally unverifiable and emotionally unstable relationship to another, from stupid job to stupid job, from anonymous city to anonymous city because they SIMPLY AREN'T PERMITTED TO LAND. I imagine that in the Netherlands EVERYONE cares for themselves much more than we do here, if we as a culture choose these sorts of behaviors and laws. (mind you, all of this is being said by a spoiled brat able to sell a Saab and just LEAVE.)
SHOPPING IS DEAD
> http://www.liberation.fr/page.php?Article=264019
Now even the press, albeit the French left press, has acknowleged my latest intuitive (and otherwise) proclamation: shopping is totally over. Brands are totally over. Give the television masses a decade or so, maybe a bit more for the new immigrants looking for that commodified American dream, but for the most part, it will be on the decline. This is all of course in direct relation to my most voracious reading of late: No Logo by Naomi Klein.
Hopefully also soon, capital will sift out of the research and development coffers of multinational corporations looking for the most innovative ways to psychologically present their useless products and into more pockets of more people in this world, in a more equitable distribution.
I recently met a girl whose job was to develop a tear-resistant Glad trash bag. It would just be a few dollars more than a regular Glad trash bag. Glad was spending millions of dollars on this trash bag development project. The girl just bought a $985,000 house in Oakland. I think I'll really just double-bag two generic bags that cost one quarter of a Glad bag - especially when after giving me a niftily-wrapped sample package with a single bag inside of it, she then watched me push my finger right through the plastic of her new, tear-resistant bag.
Now even the press, albeit the French left press, has acknowleged my latest intuitive (and otherwise) proclamation: shopping is totally over. Brands are totally over. Give the television masses a decade or so, maybe a bit more for the new immigrants looking for that commodified American dream, but for the most part, it will be on the decline. This is all of course in direct relation to my most voracious reading of late: No Logo by Naomi Klein.
Hopefully also soon, capital will sift out of the research and development coffers of multinational corporations looking for the most innovative ways to psychologically present their useless products and into more pockets of more people in this world, in a more equitable distribution.
I recently met a girl whose job was to develop a tear-resistant Glad trash bag. It would just be a few dollars more than a regular Glad trash bag. Glad was spending millions of dollars on this trash bag development project. The girl just bought a $985,000 house in Oakland. I think I'll really just double-bag two generic bags that cost one quarter of a Glad bag - especially when after giving me a niftily-wrapped sample package with a single bag inside of it, she then watched me push my finger right through the plastic of her new, tear-resistant bag.
29 January 2005
IRAQ
Could someone please tell me why the United States has any reason whatsoever to involve itself in the elections of another country, of another people? Thanks. I appreciate it.
This occupation in order to "spread freedom," as Condoleeza Rice stated after being sworn in as the new Secretary of State, has and will always remain an oppressive form of colonization and imperialism. This spreading of freedom is more like a spreading of pizza sauce. As a reminder, freedom cannot be given to anyone, it must be taken. The people of the world will have to come to terms with this state of freedom that is being imposed upon them and realize for themselves that this freedom is a lie. They are simply being subjected to an ideological imperialism scripted by those in power in order to reserve further power. Is this not completely obvious to most of the world now? Is this simply about money and material resource, or has the Unites States sought to obliterate other ways of conceptualizing how lives might be lived? There really is no such thing as a democracy. We see that every day in the United States. The government of the United States has become the militia for the dollars of multinational corporations.
I'm going to stop, because these ideas are so unoriginal. Repeating them over and over is having no effect.
What are these assholes doing?
This occupation in order to "spread freedom," as Condoleeza Rice stated after being sworn in as the new Secretary of State, has and will always remain an oppressive form of colonization and imperialism. This spreading of freedom is more like a spreading of pizza sauce. As a reminder, freedom cannot be given to anyone, it must be taken. The people of the world will have to come to terms with this state of freedom that is being imposed upon them and realize for themselves that this freedom is a lie. They are simply being subjected to an ideological imperialism scripted by those in power in order to reserve further power. Is this not completely obvious to most of the world now? Is this simply about money and material resource, or has the Unites States sought to obliterate other ways of conceptualizing how lives might be lived? There really is no such thing as a democracy. We see that every day in the United States. The government of the United States has become the militia for the dollars of multinational corporations.
I'm going to stop, because these ideas are so unoriginal. Repeating them over and over is having no effect.
What are these assholes doing?
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