13 July 2005

PUPPETS/PHOENIX

so I don't think i ever talked about this because my mother asked me not to because it's been really upsetting to everyone in the family (except me and my brothers), but her brother with parkinson's disease has over the past two years become a complete sex addict. can you fucking believe it?!?! he has spent all his disability money and the money my grandmother gives him on phone sex lines, and would drive himself to strip clubs. they took the car keys away, so he started stealing bikes and would pedal himself across town to go to fucking sex clubs. i just can't imagine what it is like to see someone with parkinson's disease in total spasms trying to get through rush hour traffic in order to go fuck strippers. my grandmother said that his new girlfriend has turned him into a sex fiend and she is TOTALLY beside herself with disgust. my mother is totally disturbed. i just keep saying "well at least he's doing something for himself! good for him for trying to get a little happiness." the whole situation is RIDICULOUS and really unbelievable. the whole thing is WACKO.

BUT THEN IN THE NEWS YESTERDAY IT WAS ANNOUNCED THAT A DRUG THAT PEOPLE WITH PARKINSON'S DISEASE TAKE IS TURNING PEOPLE INTO COMPULSIVE GAMBLERS, ALCOHOLICS, AND SEX ADDICTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can you FUCKING BELIEVE IT ?!??!?!?!?!

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2005/07/0712_050712_parkinsons.html


this whole moral dilemma in my family was iatrogenically induced.

the world is SO FUCKED UP. I feel so sorry for my uncle having to reconcile his chaste christian beliefs with these uncontrollable sex urges. must have been quite an internal torment for such a good Christian. He's one of those people that says "God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve." I hope he has the strength and reason to take care of himself instead of being a puppet. i hope with the revelation of this news he feels like he has been a helpless puppet trapped in a hideous world and takes some goddamn control for himself. I wonder if he'll have a complete breakdown, freak out, and then heal himself completely!